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... I guess I just have to accept it, don't I? I guess in some way, I already have, a while ago. Fabian isn't going to come back. I can't help wondering, still. Was it something I did? Something I said? Why doesn't he like me anymore? Not even enough to take the time to say goodbye? Am I really so awful?

I'm going to miss him. It sounds really silly, but I really am.